Monica tells Nekesa Mumbi Moody of the Associated Press that she doubts that she’ll ever recover from her first love Jarvis Weems commiting suicide. “Afterward, I felt, ‘What else could I have done?’ You replay that situation over and over and you switch it around: ‘Maybe if I had said this, or if I would have done that,’ ” she said. “It’s just something that it’s never possible for me to go back and change.” As for her dating choices, which included not only drug dealing Weems but another boyfriend incarcerated on a murder charge, many are surprised by her hook-ups being a wealthy singing diva. The singer responded, “They wouldn’t if they knew me. I’m not one of those spoon-fed artists who grew up getting everything she wanted.” Read more.